Close to me

Finally you close to me...
Finally you come back to my side...

I LOVE YOU
I use all my energy to beg you back to my side,even die.

I can see you more sincere through your tear
I can understand you more through your smile
I can hold you when i hug you to my side
I can feel i am happy when we together
I can feel i am prince when you really love me

For your parent,
They used to be love you care you like a baby, but their love over,
They used to be give you all your need and want, but isn't what you want
They used to be give you all your freedom, but they don't

But...
You must know they are your parent
You must know how their feeling
You must know why they cry
Yiu must understand why they sad
You must know you are their daughter

Everyone just have one dad and one mum,
We need to treasure everything they gave,
Once day,they will leave...once day they will become a memory,

Dad,how are you?you seem like so old then before...i so miss you...i love you so much...

Without You

This is the forth day i lost you

My brain all empty, what i eat, vomit out, what i drink vomit out too

Nothing special for me...

I work at KLCC F1 event yesterday night,

A lot of audience say why this clown no sad..

They keep call me don't sad, keep ask me why clown wasn't look like other

The entire clown was so happy and enjoyable

but me.........

i really what's wrong for me..

Without eat my dinner...

I went to mamak store outside my apartment..

I drank alone...

What i think ? All our memory was flow around my mind..

Our dating places...

How we celebrate our birthday....where??

Why we argue?....about what??

What i should do only can prove myself really love you......How??

Why we cant continue our relationship? ......really don't love me anymore?

Why just now had another boy take your phone and answer call for you?.........

Why on phone i listen a lot of people laugh at me.....They celebrate with you about break up with me?

Is it very special for you to celebrate?...I am so scare

I so scare you follow boy went to some place...

I so scare you follow them doing something wrong...

I so scare you influenced by your friend...

I so scare you just listen to them but not your heart...

I so scare you won't call me later....

I so scare you won't stay with me anymore...

I used to alway argue with you all the time with my opinion...

I didn't listen to you...

I didn't concern you...

I didn't try my best to know you more...

I didn't know you need me every moment...

I am such a useless guy as you said

I am such a idiot guy as you said

Now...All gone...All fail to continue anymore